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I think this is one of my favorite strains. I haven’t been able to get my hands on it in a while but I’m heading to mass this weekend and boy oh boy am I excited to find this strain everywhere! The last time I had this was in a 1g preroll. I only smoked a little bit of it with some people I met at a family friends cookout. (my tolerance is really high, but it had all of us talking and laughing. It seemed to hit them hard with only a few hits). I still had a little over half left that I decided to save for a rainy day, and I’m so glad I did. I have BPD and when I was in the middle of a really bad episode I remembered I had that preroll. So I lit it; by the time I was almost done with it I had put on music, dancing on my porch, taking selfies and videos of myself singing “We Don’t Talk About Bruno” from Encanto with not a care in the world. I felt super connected with myself and the nature around me. Everything was so beautiful. It’s like, even I forgot what I was mad and crying about. I remember being like “pffft, can’t believe I wanted to d!e 30 minutes ago! Phew! Glad that’s over! We don’t talk about Bruno no no no…...” I usually smoke if I’m having an episode to try and calm me down from my overthinking and quick impulses, but a lot of the time I’ll just go from being sad to being sad and high. Lol. But this one was definitely a memorable strain because of how good it made me feel after having hours of stress and tears.