A........l

Beautiful strain. Came on softly, dulling the edges. Mouth and head went tingly. Then it’s like I stood taller than before. Focused but easily distracted. I can’t imagine finishing tasks but I started a little of everything!! I sat down to chill and kept getting distracted between my tv, phone or iPad. Ended up scrolling through funny videos and memes. My phone was vibrantly colored and sharp but everything else was almost sepia. Like it was foggy and fuzzy. I wanted to draw on my iPad, but I had such a flight of ideas that I couldn’t focus on any one thing. I noticed that I take better care of “me” when I use. Rather than procrastinating or saying I’ll do it later, I make better spur of the moment decisions about me personally. I’ll get myself a water now, rather than say later. I just brush my teeth now rather than risk falling asleep and forgetting. I remembered my medicine because we don’t want to forget. I just felt like I had my own back (does that make sense?). I used a vape cart, it was only a few small weak pulls. Got a good 2-2.5hrs of just “fuzz” and self-care (when I say self-care….there was OTHER self care too…). Took another pull after about 3hrs. Sat and chilled with some gummy bears. I didn’t feel hungry but the bears I brought upstairs, just in case, kept disappearing. I kept letting them dissolve and they almost seemed to fizz on my tongue. I didn’t think I was eating that many but my stomach started to turn and just felt like it was full of sugar. Between that and the water I’d been sipping, I started to feel hot and sick. It passed quickly and I never threw up. I definitely battled dry mouth almost the whole time. Just felt like the center of my tongue was straight Velcro. I was still having issues focusing but at some point I sort of gave up trying and just figured I’d get some rest. I use a sleep app every night and according to it, I dozed off in just minutes. I did battle some cramps (that time of the month) in the middle of the night, I didn’t feel them earlier but they really kicked in overnight while I came down. Although, I woke up a few times well rested thinking it was morning already but it was only 1am or 3am. I slept well enough that my Apple Watch and sleep app said I didn’t move enough for it to analyze (never even got that message before!).