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The fact that I am aware of the high that I’m experiencing right now is amazing. This is my 2nd time realizing something about how this strain makes me feel. I previously told my boyfriend it made me feel like I was a choking. But I’ve noticed that I immediately feel a uplift in my mood. My brain starts to buzz and I tell my Alexa to play my music on shuffle. At this point there is NO song that I need to skip. It’s playing all the songs that make me feel. I see colors dance in my eyes. I start to get inside my head. And I access the extroverted part of me that would love to share so much with the world. And my brain shows me what COULD happen if I open myself up, so I talk myself out of giving any more details about how this weed makes me feel because it’s too personal. I’m gonna end it. anxious/depressive black woman in her mid 30’s. I’m on 30mg of Lexapro daily. Weekly therapy sessions after 6 months of CBT Therapy.