MTF
5/15/2015
This particular strain hits pretty fucking hard. My first impulse was to jump out of my skin for a second. I was hoping it would help get rid of my excruciatingly painful menstrual cramps, but it oddly seemed to make them worse.
The cramps multiplied over the next 15 minutes. So painful that I barfed. I had an insane compulsion to bathe (my conditioned comforter since I was little) and I sat in the tub for almost an hour. This seemed to offer a little relief.
Right now, my pain has intensified, but simultaneously I am strangely compelled to write this all down. Something I’ve always wanted to do, but never really had the balls for since I’m still feeling tenuous about outing myself as a 20-year closeted stoner.
I might never smoke this strain again. Not at least while I’m in pain. My suspicion is that without physical pain, MTF might be a really stimulating and exciting strain to try, but as a painkiller, it was the worst. At least for me, anyway.