Cereal Milk
11/26/2024
went into my local dispo looking for live resin and found the best deal on this stickyfish cart. while the flavor doesn’t read as described in this form (it really tastes like weed and that’s fine for what it is lol, just was expecting more fruity). after the first night using this I would’ve rated it much lower. It took me a few times of using it to realize how amazing it has been for me, functionally. Im autistic and have insane ADHD, I can talk a mile a minute when im stoned but usually lose concentration easily or jumble my words. The reason it took me a few uses to notice is that I’ve been vaping this alone in my room at night, and while I was talking to myself that first night, that’s fully normal for me😂 and I had taken melatonin to get to sleep so I wasn’t as smooth as last night and just now.
So here I am, 7pm talking to myself alone in my room as I do. I’m always thoughtful, wise, and coherent but this is next level articulation. It doesn’t feel anxious the way an amphetamine would (one reason why I avoid medications to treat the ADHD). No racing heart. Just a very clear head. Very happy mood, and having incredibly curious thoughts but not in like a whoooaaaa crazy stoner way…. That one I’m not sure how to explain. But even me saying that instead of just like “idek lol” is something, seriously. I’m trying to drag myself out of the brainrot era (also the bedrot era but that’s gonna take more than some weed, a miracle perhaps, lmao). I’ve always loved to write, and I’ve considered sharing videos on social media as well but my constant anxiety and brain fog make that scary. I’m feeling like new life has been breathed into me a bit, like maybe if I keep going finding the right strains I can really get to working on some of the ideas I’ve been sitting on.
Usually I go for a hybrid for the body high mixed with the silly goofy upbeat high. This is neither. I feel so lucid that I can’t believe I could give this strain 5 stars because truly, I love to be fully fried 90% of the time. However, I don’t like to be high around others because I get incredibly anxious, especially in public spaces. I’ve recently quit drinking as well so something like this could also be amazing for those situations.
sorry if this was a bit long. I did warn you I’m a talker😂😂 But hopefully this will be helpful for someone. take care🫶✨