it's 10 am. first cup of coffee, morning meds including mood stabilizers and maximum dose adhd meds, followed with Cinderella dream.
I am bipolar, trying to find balance with current moods like a landing aircraft, hit & miss, but almost there. unfortunately a current dip to level 8 depression. so I went looking for my emergency back up flavours, Head Cheese & Gorilla Glue. They bring me an abundance of joy. I ALWAYS laugh. Neither were in stock. my lifelong nickname is K. Cind. Prin., so of course I'll try one of those, the Lodi doddi was also recommended.
I've listed my morning routine and Erie this because Cinderella had me in a nearly catatonic state. lucky my thumbs work. my thoughts have not cleared they are a touch worse. It is supposed to give energy, I can't get of the couch. now I have to find the energy to get dressed and go finds the good stuff fml ;)
it made me lethargic, even with my adderall. Didn't lift my spirits, in fact, making me tired and sleepy, pretty much making me feel worse. ex: when my dad was diagnosed with 3 weeks to live, I tried Head cheese and it had me giddy & laughing in minutes. Today my 11 1/2 yr old mastiff is declining, making me down. Hoping the dirty girl would lift me and still be functional was a fail. bummed I bought a gram of oil.
this used to be my favorite and I still love it but have to mix with an India. I have severe adult ADD/ADHD so it works me up too much. I get really agitated. it also comes on fatty and hard. I laugh and laugh, then it just burns out. So, fast acting, short duration, strong sativa.
love the flavor. taste just like a lemon lavender cupcake I got the day after trying the oil.. Definitely good for ADD/ADHD. Maybe too good. makes me super spaced out for conversation our human conversation. But with my adderal I can do some serious reading, projects, etc
My go to med. i can always count on this one for depression. first use was the day i found out my dad had cancer. Literally in minutes i was laughing with my husband. Used it again when informed it was terminal, and got me through his recent death. Now, my husband just surprises me with it for my depression and bipolar. ( really for peace in his life. haha. Seriously. magical.